I don’t need accountability please just listen
I should title this resentment
The other seeds of you despise me for this idea that I got special treatment
They don’t know you robbed me of the terms honest and decent
They don’t have a clue
When I gave my life to God as a sign of hope
Or a silent cry of help
Hard to tell the difference when waging
in hell
Or my mother plotting drugs deals
That wasn’t the dream she sold to me
I don’t blame her
Our judgment gets clouded when being deceived
Is life beautiful with ugly moments?
The narrative I choose to be believe
This is not a victim story
my battles have been defeated
In the mist of neglect
In the mist of your absence
In the mist of your avoidance
In the mist of disappointment
I found healing
I found love that was not based on convenience
I don’t need accountability
Please just listen….
