I haven’t been the same since
I haven’t felt the same since
Wish I had been in love before
Wish there was no such thing as past tense
Wish I had witnessed a solitude of love from the two of which I was conceived
Energy put to chase a vision, you never seen but you can feel it
Wish there was no agenda
You came around but you wouldn’t stick
I pushed the issue, wish I didn’t..
Wish I had heard those words you spoke with ease
For the first time I was captivated, you exceeded every reason
the duality of my desires exhibited a stillness
Wish I had been stimulated
I’ve began to explore the world and I couldn’t find you..
“I know he’s moved on”
Wish I had to
I go full moons without an existence or distance memory
But somehow I end up here
Writing this, it’s Christmas
The weather is different than usual
You were unusual, it was obvious
Wish I was oblivious
They say when it’s real you know
Wish I was ignorant
According to what
You acquired more than most
You didn’t need me
Wish I could say the same
Time changes, people do too
Shit don’t make sense
but I’ve played the fool
I’ve played the victim
I’ve hurt , I regret
Wish I had forgot your number
Then I wouldn’t be sending this text ..
